Joseph Edward Hans Sr

daddy times are so hard jim got hurt really bad i got so much on my shoulders i dont know how much more i can take i wish you was here to help me and  to talk to me .I need you to tell me things are going to be okay .And jim will be okay not like before .I miss going fishing and shopping with my best friend im feel so lonely anymore .im not the same person im  very angry person anymore please help me to be strong daddy please

Poppy I miss you so much and today makes 6 hard years without you! But the truth is that we are not without you, cause I see you with every butterfly I see flying in the sky! So much has happened in the last 6 years! I don't know if I could have made it without you on my shoulder and Mom and Aunt Joann and the kids in my life. I know that you can see from heaven but you would be so proud of Felicity and Autumn they are doing good. We all miss you so much and we love you very much. 

Daddy I really miss you more today then most days.  Its the day you left me.  The day you sat in your chair and we talked or I did most of the talking telling you how much I loved you and didn't want to see you in anymore pain and that I could go on living.   God was here with his arms open and wants to take you home. Its was the hardest thing I ever had to do but you understood and smiled at me and then closed your beautiful blue eyes. God took you home at the very minute.  For weeks I prayed to God to not let you suffer anymore to let you go in your sleep no trama to you I could take that. He did a great job I could not of asked more of him.  But today its been six years and I really miss you. Your a hard act to follow. I have done all that I promissed I would. 


My only wish is that my family all brothers and sisters get together and try an act like we are a family.  We all have problems -- medical --- health just maybe we could learn something from each other that maybe we could pass on to our children and grandchildren and great grandchildren so that they do not suffer like we are.  Also its a shame when I was growing up we all new our cousins, aunts, uncles and grandparents.  Our family is much larger than when I was growing up - with all of us having kids and our kids having kids and so on.  We over the last few years have lost so many of our aunts and uncles  and even children on my Dad's side I on have my Aunt Marion left and on my mom's side I don't have anyone that I know of left and both my parents had many brothers and sisters.  We are all living in different parts of the US but their is so many ways to communicate with each other.  Could this please think about trying to start over reaching out to each other as a brother and sister. 
I'm living with my sister Joann &  her husband Jim and talk to Joann girls.   I talk to Billy and Debbie and their kids & grandkids.
But I never hear from Norma & Joe.  I wish I could change this  Life is to short and anything could happen. What happened before is the past I want things to start new.  THE PAST IS THE PAST AND WE CANNOT CHANGE IT BUT LEARN FROM IT AND MOVE ON TO THE PRESENT.  This what mom and dad would want.  I love all of my family -- brothers, sisters, cousins, kids & aunts.  PLEASE MEET ME HALFWAY ---- I'M ON FACEBOOK SINCE MOST ARE ON THEIR THAT MIGHT BE A WAY TO START!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I remember the day I found out you passed like it was yesterday's I was 10 and happy I got to meet you. Suddenly Mommom and poppop told us you passed and we got a whole bunch of balloons and tied letters to them and set the off at our house the horse race track you went to and other places you loved. I just keeps wishing you would get my letter. I was 10 then and now I'm 15 and I have a song I listen to called I miss you. And every time I hear it I cry and think of you. I love you.   

Oh daddy we our all getting older but not wiser everything seems to be getting harder n harder not easyier at all no one is close what was is what was cant change the past but can change the future in this family when things happen your seem to be on your own you were love and you are missed now if one of go we are going alone because no one care wont even be missed at all.bertha is the one who is having it hard losing you and john her kids moving away now she stuck with me and i know im not easy to live with but i was taught familys stick and help familys u and mom did teach me that no matter what so i try to do the best i can like i said when u past away im an orphane and that what i feel like everyone who could be there just before u past and after was there we talked hugged kissed after u was taking away it was all gone once again alone life is to short. tell mom happy birthday for me i told her already but u tell her for me to miss u